written in ssd lecture in january .....
Now m over this phase.....
I know myself my strenghts n my weaknesses.............
Most of the people spend their lives thinking how should other people
be but its very difficult to know urself..............
I m a proud owner of self knowledge................
udate udate is mein sama jate hai
aate rehte hai
kuch apne kuch paraye ho jate hai
kabhi mujhe ayina kabhi mujhe bhatkaav dikha jate hai
yeh vichaar bhanwar (whirpool) ban kar sama jate hai
kisi safeed panchi se
nirmal swachand saaf (pure n pious)
kabhi daitya (devil) 
se bhavavah( horrendous) aur shyaam( black n fearful)
kabhi nisha (night)
ki khamoshi
kabhi vedna (sadness)ki peeda( misery)
kabhi prem ka samoohan (infatuation or hypnotism )
kabhi bache ki krida( play )
vichaar mujhe kabhi nanhi pari
kabhi chapal (hyper active )naari
kabhi nishpaap( with out malice ) hridayi
to kabhi kaalima(bad ) ki chavi bana jate hai
udate udate man mein sama jate hai
swayam ke antar (know ur self )mien jhaank 
pana
shatah ko puri tarah se jaan jana
apne aap ko pehchaan bhi swawabhik (obvious)ji pana
kathin hai sach ko jaankar use sweekar kar pana
kya hun mein kya vahi jo sabko dikhta hoon
ya koi vah jo chipa hai
ek khiladi jo khud se khel raha hai
mera sach mujh mein anbhigya(obscure)
hai
ya use meine kar dala nirih (helpless)hai
agyanta (fool's paradise )ki lehro par sawaar hoon mein
par kis ne mujhe vahan dhakela hai
swayam ko kyu nahi bacha sakta mein
jo hoon kyu nahi sweekar sakta mein
kyu apni sachahyi mein ja kar
puratanttrki manyataon( old notions prevailing ) se nahi lad pata mien
Awesome poem... yaar tum Philosopher ho?! :O
But wot u wrote wrt to ppl is damn true... very well expressed yaar
"Most of the people spend their lives thinking how should other people
be but its very difficult to know urself.............."
yeah Sweetu, knowin self - Introspection is very difficult! I m also tryin to know ma self... hope I ultimately succeed :">
aur tumhari Hindi kaafhi swach aur shudh hai
keep writing Buddy