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Hazaron khawhishen aisi ki her khwahish pe dam nikale
bahut nikale mere armaan
magar phir bhi kam nikale
bahut beabroo ko har tere kooche se hum nikale

Vo kagaz ki kashti vo baarish ka pani
koi lauta de bachpun ka saawan
vo jhilon ki .. vo dariya ka pani
vo kagaz ki kashti vo baarish ka pani

-excerpted Jagjit singh Gazal

ab na koi paas hai
phir bhi ehsaas hai
yahiaon mai uljhi padi
jeene ki ek aas hai
yadoon ka jungle yeh dil
kaanton se jal thal yeh dil

-excerpted Jal song Zinda.....

neela amber harith dhadrti
chune ko asmaan mein ud chali panchi bani...
vo pankh lagake sunahre sunahre
sapno ke tale dabe raat ke andhere....

I feel a new fresh breeze of positivity n movitvation to live my life with a new aim ...

also today m very happy for aki my childhood friend
she's got placed in wipro
aki m proud of you
I feel a new rejuvenating spirit i m very happy ........

nothin i had to reveal
nothin either to conceal
my chronicle is a saga
of memories alive i feel
this odyssey of fatuousness
entwined with hpes built on ashes
rebirth of love n faith
i m alive not a wraith
from my ahes i cm alive
like a phoenix i charm to life.....

The next poem was a reply i go from sm one i don know much but this person has always directed me towards positivity........
thanks Rahul (Rahul Nair )

the phoenix had risen again,
the wings wide and the charm a fresh,
flying past the sky now,
the phoenix had to shed the ashes now.

the wounds may heal, or may not,
but the tears are a backhand shot,
prefer to die than giving tears to live on,
not in tears but in smiles i want her to be get drown...

Bonjour!
I wd like to start this post by sm wonderful lines whose meaning now
gives me new strength to live it all...
what all and everything has taught me is
nothing is worth a tear
life never stops for u n others if all tear apart
so keep ur memories as sweet times n remember it all
inside ur heart...................
Let it all be the garden 4 ur those days to bloom never regret them..
n any past relationship..........

my song of strength
each day ill do a golden deed
for helpin those who r in need
my life on earth is but a span
n so ill do the best i can
life's evening sun is sinking low
a few more days then i must go
to reap the deeds that i hav done
where there will be no setting sun
while goping down life's weary road ill try to life
some traveller's load
ill try to turn the night to day
make flowers bloom along the way

my silent words

my silent words
vehement verses
unquoted thoughts
and tears shed.............

my grief sudued
agony desisted
my dreams faced a coup de'grace
those roars cries
which neva loudened
severance rendes vous
which left me parted

my delirious fervour
melancholy strain
poignant melody
from which all refrained

my prayers to thee!!!
proved no fine
he turned away from my shrine

my bruised memories
aloof eerie
pricked bruised my tranquility

alone when i stumbled by
on every pebble
echoed a voice in far mystery
melifluous seraphic
euphonious pious lyrics
mesmerisin enigmatic
yet serene
divine manoeuvoring made me keen

was it thou showering blessings
or a dervish making a prayer
but my soul felt peace
rejuvenating the spirit in me to live

once i heard those words so silent
i came to know meaning of existence
may be this was Buddha's enlightenment
may be the saviour has his bleesings sent

my silent words r still silent
but euphoric exultant
i feel their presence
each bud blooms
flower enchants
star twinkles
sun shines
there r sorrows n griefs
n untold misery
but yet be thankful
for the nature endow
us with its mercy

he gave me sounds of opera to hear
in chirruping of bird
in falling of tear
in rustling of leaves
in gusltings of water
n once u hear this musique
u feel the essence of air u breathe
i know it now
my purpose to exist
happiness to give
sorrows to supress
i still hear those silent words
which my God gifted me in turn of my tears...................

c u later